A FAIRYTALE OF TRUTH

Hello :)
I get back again with V!!
am So happy:D
well, the three month tradition :D and here's the poem :)

I Accttually remember more stuff, but idk how to put it in words.. besides, it'll be super long if I do :))
well.. this may be bad.. but, well.. I tried my best :D I Love You Rachmad Arfian Putra! <3

Anyway, here's the poem :)

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A FAIRYTALE OF TRUTH

we have through a lot..
I can't tell you our love story chapter by chapter..
Too long to be told..
This is not a fairytale..
Even if it's more beautiful than Cinderella's..
But you know what?
I'll told you some..
A Love story beyond your imagination..


Sometimes I think..
What if I never met you?
what will I do now?
who will I be with?
But you know..
I don't care..
as long as I'm with you..
I'm happy as I can be..
I Love You..
and it's the truth..

You told me you fell in love with me..
just like that at the book fair..
you said I'm an angel..
to good to be true..
someone like you, want me..

I was admiring you at school..
until there I sat..
on the taxi..
just after my guitar lessons..
I don't play guitar now..
but I won't forget the memory..
you sat there, ask me questions..
you smile..
my heart melt..
at that moment..
I don't give a damn at my ex..

a month later..
I asked you email..
and a friend gave me..
IM you in the afternoon..
but you replied my in the night..
almost lost hope than my heart skipped..
You Told me You Love me..
and I told you that I Love You..
and I'm recording another album in my life..

You changed my point of view..
people says I'm turning bad..
but I think I'm turning good..
Life feel's good after I realize..
If I want to be a good girlfriend for you..
I Have to be who I am..
and won't let anyone changed it..
and life feels great..

a month passed, and we shared our first kiss in the library..
You whispers me sweet-sweet words..
that makes me fly..
boy, you're making me addicted to you!

another month come and go..
I'm down at Halloween..
you're sad too..
then I IM you.. but you didn't reply it..
thought it'll be a bad day..
until around 8 you called me..
ask me to go to my porch..
found Haunter there but no you..
almost cried because I missed you..
then you're there staring at me..
I meant to hug you..
but we kissed in the middle of the road..
I bet it can be used for a movie scene..

Months came and went..
we fight..
we apologizes..
we became stronger and stronger..
It's Zzyo..
Then my status..
then it's Wira..
then my other status..
Then it's Aji..
then my status again..
then it's Andrew..
now, should I told you again?
then it's my attitude..
again..
attitude..
and again..
Over and over just like that..
troubles came and went..
we became stronger than ever..
we fight because we love each other..
if we don't than we don't..

Remember any fairytale have a twist..
so is ours..

A bald dude came to our life..
bugging and screwing..
got me liked him..
and now I regret I have ever know him..
we faught at inauguration night..
hit me like tons of bricks..
than we get better..
until one night we fight again..
I can't tell you, sorry..
it hurts me again and again..

we decided to give an end at our story..
but I loved you too much..
without you knowing it..
I'm writing the rest of the story..

Until one day I go to your house..
we talk we kissed..
we decided to open up a new page..
a new happy page..

I went to your house in a new haircut..
you're as happy as can be..
you said I looked pretty..
you made me believe your words..

at teenage get together..
I went to your house..
you loved my dress
and you show me off to everyone..
proud at me, you told me..

at your birthday..
made you a surprise..
walked around the school and ask for peoples birthday wishes for you
handed it to you as an album..
happy as hell, you changed your facebook status..
Happy as hell, I smiled every day..

until I screwed..
chat with baldy got you mad..
dare me to help you torture him, I say yes..

Tuesday went to his house..
told him to go out with me somewhere..
at the police post.. I saw him beaten up by you..
got so proud with you being violence..
you gave me candle..
happy as hell don't notice my mom's coming..
she talk with you..
then she forbids me to date..
is it a sin to kill someone you hate?
well I hate her..

everything feels good whenever you're here..
I want to thanked you for everything..
I remember all..
just don't know how to expressed it with words..

Thank you mi amor..
You made me feel better..
you made me live better..
you taught me how to breath..
how to live..
how to love..

thank you for haunter..
For the avenged sevenfold necklace..
the the little scare crow..
for Allison at my birthday..
for the green bag..
for candle.. the manual calender with manual clock..
thank you for you :)
You give yourself to me, and trust me for it..
thank you for the memories..
some just happen in a minute..
but I won't forget it for a century..
Thank You for the warmth you gave me..
The tears wiping..
The hugs and the words..

mostly thank you..
for the love you gave me..
for the heart you gave me..

I know this is bad..
but I hope it'll worth something..

I want you to know..
I Love You..
I don't want this feeling to fade away..
don't want your attention to go away..

stand here..
by my side..
and we'll through everything forever..
marry me..
Lived with me..

I have nothing to gave you..
except my body, my soul, and my heart..
so come here and take your rewards, love..
I hope it's enough for you..
let's trough more years..
after this one year and three months..

Happy being together..
I Love You Vian :)

I'm so lucky to have a guardian angel like you :)

Good Bye Love, good bye my heart, stay with him, and you, will you keep it Love?

Guys, bad news, extra bad news..

I Broke up with V:)
I Loved him like hell..
Hoped he gives me one last Faith :)
but it's just dream now..
going to cry but I grit my teeth :)
goodbye..
hope this will be suicidal notes..

oh yeah, in case if I died, look at last pages at my IPS book :)
Hope everyone find what I want to told ya :)









forever faith

Good bye :(

Guys.. bangun tidur tadi aku dpt bad news..

Very.. very.. bad news..

I'm very close and everything to my uncle.. and he..

he just died Today:(

I was so shock :( I Love Him Alot :( He said I used to piggy back him, when he's still healthy..
He always old, and always dying, ad he always makes me like I just drink adrenaline pill if he's get sick:(
I'll missed him :( Now, I can't see his funeral, because of this shit called school..
I'll just wish. some day, I could see him again in heave, and he'll be you and piggyback me again..
Good Bye My dearest Horsie:)
Rest in peace my Love



with all of my heart, Lia